nfort;thatkindlyversationcouldaiweenus,becausewhatevertopicIstarted,immediatelyreceivedfromheraturnatoncecoarseandtrite,perverseandimbecile—whenIperceivedthatIshouldneverhaveaquietorsettledhousehold,becausenoservantwouldbearthetibreaksofherviolentandunreasoemper,orthevexationsofherabsurd,tradictory,exagorders—eventherainedmyself:Ieschewedupbraiding,Icurtailedremonstrariedtodevourmyrepentanddisgusti;IrepressedthedeepantipathyIfelt.
“Jane,Iwillnottroubleyouwithabomiails:somestrongwordsshallexpresswhatIhavetosay.Ilivedwiththatstairsfouryears,andbeforethattimeshehadtriedmeindeed:hercharacterripenedanddevelopedwithfrightfulrapidity;hervicessprangupfastandrank:theyweres,onlycrueltycouldcheckthem,andIwouldnotusecruelty.igmyintellectshehad,andwhatgiantpropensities!Howfearfulwerethecursesthosepropensitiesentailedonme!BerthaMasoruedaughterofaninfamousmother,draggedmethroughallthehideousanddegradingagonieswhichmustattendamanboundtoawifeatoemperateandunchaste.
“Mybrotheriervalwasdead,andattheendofthefouryearsmyfatherdiedtoo.Iwasrioughnow—yetpoortohideousindigenaturethemostgross,impure,depravedIeversaw,wasassociatedwithmine,andcalledbythelawandbysocietyapartofme.AndIcouldnotridmyselfofitbyanylegalproceedings:forthedoctorsnowdiscoveredthatmywifewasmad—herexcesseshadprematurelydevelopedthegermsofinsanity.Jane,youdon’tlikemynarrative;youlookalmostsick—shallIdefertheresttoanotherday?”
“No,sir,finishitnow;Ipityyou—Idoearlypityyou.”
“Pity,Jane,fromsomepeopleisanoxiou