?Isnotthethingfeasible?Yes—yes—theendisnotsodifficult;ifIhadonlyabrainactiveenoughtoferretoutthemeansofattainingit.”
Isatupinbedbywayofarousingthissaidbrain:itwasachillynight;Icoveredmyshoulderswithashawl,andthenIproceededTOthinkagainwithallmymight.
“WhatdoIwant?Anewplaanewhouse,amongstnewfaces,undernewcircumstances:Iwantthisbecauseitisofinganythier.Howdopeopledotogetanewplace?Theyapplytofriends,Isuppose:Ihavenofriends.Therearemanyotherswhohavenofriends,whomustlookaboutforthemselvesaheirownhelpers;andwhatistheirresource?”
Icouldnottell:nothingansweredme;Ithenorderedmybraintofindaresponse,andquickly.Itworkedandworkedfaster:Ifeltthepulsesthrobinmyheadandtemples;butfornearlyanhouritworkedinchaos;andcameofitsefforts.Feverishwithvainlabotupandtookaturnintheroom;uhecurtain,arortwo,shiveredwithcold,andagaiobed.
Akindfairy,inmyabsence,hadsurelydroppedtherequiredsuggestiononmypillow;forasIlaydown,itcamequietlyandnaturallytomymind.—“Thosewhowantsituationsadvertise;youmustadvertiseinthe—shireHerald.”
“How?Iknownothingaboutadvertising.”
Repliesrosesmoothandpromptnow:—
“YoumustenclosetheadvertisementandthemoopayforitunderacoverdirectedtotheeditoroftheHerald;youmustputit,thefirstopportunityyouhave,intothepostatLowton;answersmustbeaddressedtoJ.E.,atthepost-officethere;yougoandinquireinaboutaweekafteryousendyourletter,ifanyaree,andactaccly.”
ThisschemeIwewice,thrice;itwastheedinmymind;Ihaditinaclearpracti:Ifeltsatisfied,andfellasleep.