ebackhere,Isaid.
Idontgiveafuck,youknow,shesaid.Ijump,orwelookforChas.Samething,tome.
Andthatsthewholething,rightthere,becausewebelievedher.Maybeotherpeopleonhtswouldnthavebutthethreeofus,thatnight,wehadnodoubts.Itwasntthatwethoughtshewasreallysuicidal,either;itwasjustthatitfeltlikeshemightdowhatevershewaodo,atanygive,andifshewaojumpoffabuildingtoseewhatitfeltlike,theryit.Andonceyoudworkedthatout,thenitwasjustaquestionofhowmuchyoucared.
Butyoudontneedourhelp,Isaid.WedontknowhowtostartlookingforChas.Youretheonlyonewhofindhim.
Yeah,butIgetweirdonmyown.fused.ThatssortofhowIendeduphere.
Whatdoyouthink?saidMartintotherestofus.
Imnotgoinganywhere,saidMaureen.Imnotleavingtheroof,andIwontgemymind.
Fine.Wewouldntaskyouto.
Becausetheyllelookingforme.
Whowill?Thepeopleintherespitehome.
Sowhat?saidJess.Whataretheygoingtodoiftheytfindyou?TheyllputMattysomewhereterrible.
ThisistheMattywhosavegetable?Doeshegiveashitwherehegoes?MaureenlookedatMartinhelplessly.
Isitthemoney?saidMartin.Isthatwhyyouhavetobedeadbythem?Jesssnorted,butIcouldseewhyhehadaskedthequestion.
Ionlypaidforonenight,saidMaureen.
Haveyougotthemoneyformorethanonenight?Yes,ofcourse.Thesuggestionthatshemightnotseemedtomakeheralittlepissed.Pissedoff.Whatever.
Sophohemupahemhellbestayingtwo.
Maureenlookedathimhelplesslyagain.Why?Because,saidJess.Anyway,theresfuckalltodouphere,isthere?Martinlaughed,kindof.
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