（第一人称）

    如梦初醒般睁开眼睛，眼前的景象好陌生，是自己最不喜欢的白色

    好像听到有人在谈论什么“她的血癌恐怕”

    只看见门打开了，自己马上闭上眼睛，医生看了看药水，又看了看病告，遗憾的摇了摇头“这个女孩的血癌已经没治了，恐怕只有半年的时光，也可能不到半年了”

    所有人呆在原地，不到半年了吗？

    躺在床上的我，脑袋像爆炸了一般，自己得了血癌吗？

    眼睛慢慢的睁开鹿晗看见睁开眼睛的我担忧的看了看我，怕我听到了刚才医生的话，用他温暖的身体抱住了我

    目光呆滞的我，听不到他们的话声，看不见他们的动作

    挣脱鹿晗的怀抱，躲进被子里，慢慢闭上眼睛，好想这一切就定格在这里

    ‘不悔梦归处，只恨太匆匆’这句话一直盘旋在我脑海里，自己所剩的时间不多了

    开开坐在床上，想要抱着我，我却排斥的躲开了，想起刚刚的亲吻，不免的又离开开远了点

    开开的眼里划过一丝落寞

    就这样，我不吃不喝了三天，他们陪着了我三天

    三天里，我一直躲在被子里，不管他们怎么劝我，我始终躲在被子里

    终于，今天我从被子里出来了

    “我要回家”无感情地挤出了三个字

    “好好，我们带你回家”麻麻把我抱回到宿舍，帮我烧了一点粥，喂我吃下

    “我真的只有不到半年的时光了吗？”抬起头，看向他们

    十二个人，十二个心，十二份爱

    他们眼里起了一层雾，想哭又不敢哭，因为男人嘛

    “我知道答案了”埋下头，让自己躲在双息之间

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    不悔梦归处，只恨太匆匆

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