rewaysthanoneoflistening.Ishutmyeyesforamoment.Theeffectofthatwascurious.IseemedtoseethefellowmuchbetterwhenIcouldonlyhearhisvoice.
Itwasavoicethatsoundedasifitcouldgoonforafhtwithoutstopping.It’saghastlything,really,tohaveasortofhumanbarrel-anshootingpropagandaatyoubythehour.Thesamethingoverandain.Hate,hate,hate.Let’sallgettogetherandhaveagoodhate.Overagivesyouthefeelingthatsomethinghasgotinsideyourskullandishammeringdownonyourbrain.Butforamoment,withmyeyesshut,Imaurablesonhim.IgotinsideHISskull.Iteculiarsensation.ForaboutasedIwasinsidehim,youmightalmostsayIWAShim.Atanyrate,Ifeltwhathewasfeeling.
Isawthevisionthathewasseeing.Anditwasn’tatallthekindofvisionthatbetalkedabout.Whathe’sSAYINGismerelythatHitler’safterusaallgettogetherandhaveagoodhate.Doesn’tgoiails.Leavesitallrespectable.Butwhathe’sSEEINGissomethingquitedifferent.It’sapictureofhimselfsmashingpeople’sfaanner.Fascistfaces,ofcourse.IKNOWthat’swhathewasseeing.ItwaswhatIsawmyselfforthesedortwothatIwasinsidehim.Smash!Rightinthemiddle!Thebonescaveinlikeaneggshellandwhatwasafaceaminuteagoisjustagreatbigblobofstrawberryjam.Smash!Theregoesahat’swhat’sinhismind,wakingandsleeping,andthemorehethinksofitthemorehelikesit.Andit’sallO.K.becausethesmashedfacesbelongtoFascists.Youcouldhearallthationeofhisvoice.
Butwhy?Likeliestexplanation,becausehe’sscared.Everythinkingpersonnowadaysisstiffwithfright.Thisismerelyachapwho’sgotsuffitfhttobealittlemhtehahers.Hitler’safterus!Quick!Let’sallgrabaspanneraogether,andper