son,weenblasandahalf-dozenchildrenscoatsfromtheSalvationArmystore,aesmallmeals,subsistingmainlyoeasbrewedfrombarkandtwigs.InthedulllightofJanuaryandFebruary,weoftendidnotstiratall,butsataloneorinclumpsoftwoorthree,drippiorstonecold,waitingforthesunandtheresumptionofourlives.Chavisrewstrongerbyandby,ahewildonionsandfirstdaffodilsappeared,shecouldtakeafewstepswithbragassistance.Eachday,Speckpushedheronepainfulpaceforward.Whenshewaswellenoughforustomove,wefledthatmiserabledungheapofmemories.Despitetherisks,wefoundamoresuitablehiddenhomenearwater,amileorsonorthofthenewhouses.Onwindynights,thenoisesfromthefamiliescarriedasfarasourne,andwhilenotassecluded,itaffordedusadequateprote.Asweduginthatfirstday,restlessnesssweptoverme.Smaolachsatdownbesidemeanddrapedanarmayshoulders.Thesunwasfallingfromthesky.
"Nímarasíltearabítear,"hesaid.
"Smaolach,ifIlivetobeathousandyears,Illneveruandyouroldlanguage.SpeakEnglishtome."
"Areyouthinkingofourfriends,lateandlameheyrebetteroffwheretheyareandnotsufferingthiseternalwaiting.Oristheresomethingelseonyourmind,littletreasure?"
"Haveyoueverbeeninlove,Smaolach?"
"Ondonlyohankgoodness.Wewereclose,likeeverymotherandson."
"Luchógsaidmymotherandfatheraregone."
"Idontremembermuchofher.Thesmellofwool,maybe,andaharshsoap.Mintonthebreath.AhugebosomuponwhichIlaidmy...No,thatsnht.Shewasarakeofawoman,allskinandbones.Idontrecall."
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