ore:itseemediiernalworld.Iaskedwasitamerenervousimpression—adelusion?Icouldnotceiveorbelieve:itwasmorelikeaninspiration.ThewondrousshockoffeelinghadeliketheearthquakewhichshookthefoundationsofPaulandSilas’sprison;ithadopehedoorsofthesoul’scellandlooseditsbands—ithadwakeoutofitssleep,whesprangtrembling,listening,aghast;thenvibratedthriceaystartledear,andinmyquakiandthroughmyspirit,whieitherfearednorshook,butexultedasifinjoyoverthesuccessofoneeffortithadbeenprivilegedtomake,indepeofthecumbrousbody.
“Eremanydays,”Isaid,asIterminatedmymusings,“Iwillknowsomethingofhimwhosevoiceseemedlastnighttosummotershaveprovedofnoavail—personalinquiryshallreplacethem.”
AtbreakfastIannouoDianaandMarythatIwasgoingajourney,andshouldbeabsentatleastfourdays.
“Alone,Jaheyasked.
“Yes;itwastoseeorhearnewsofafriendaboutwhomIhadforsometimebeenuneasy.”
Theymighthavesaid,asIhavenodoubttheythought,thattheyhadbelievedmetobewithoutanyfriendssavethem:for,indeed,Ihadoftensaidso;but,withtheirtruenaturaldelicacy,theyabstainedfroment,exceptthatDianaaskedmeifIwassureIwaswellenoughtotravel.Ilookedverypale,sheobserved.Ireplied,thatnothingailedmesaveayofmind,whichIhopedsoontoalleviate.
Itwaseasytomakemyfurtherarras;forIwastroubledwithnoinquiries—nosurmises.HavingonceexplaihemthatIcouldnotnowbeexplicitaboutmyplans,theykindlyandwiselyacquiesthesilehwhichIpursuedthem,acctometheprivilegeoffreeaIshouldundersimilarcircumstanceshaveaccordedthem.
IleftMoorHouseatthreeo’clockp.m