St.Johnsmiledslightly:stillhewasdissatisfied.
“Itisallverywellforthepresent,”saidhe;“butseriously,Itrustthatwhenthefirstflushofvivacityisover,youwilllookalittlehigherthaidearmentsandhouseholdjoys.”
“Thebestthingstheworldhas!”Iinterrupted.
“No,Jane,no:thisworldisnottheseoffruition;donotattempttomakeitso:norofrest;donotturnslothful.”
“Imean,orary,tobebusy.”
“Jane,Iexcuseyouforthepresent:twomonths’graceIallowyouforthefullenjoymentofyournewposition,andforpleasingyourselfwiththislate-foundcharmofrelationship;butthen,IhopeyouwillbegintolookbeyondMoorHouseandMorton,andsisterlysociety,andtheselfishcalmandsensualfortofcivilisedaffluence.Ihopeyourenergieswillthenoncemoretroubleyouwiththeirstrength.”
Ilookedathimwithsurprise.“St.John,”Isaid,“Ithinkyouarealmostwickedtotalkso.Iamdisposedtobeastentasaqueen,andyoutrytostirmeuptorestlessowhatend?”
“TotheendtoprofitthetalentswhichGodhasittedtoyourkeeping;andofwhichHewillsurelyonedaydemandastrictat.Jane,Ishallwatchyoucloselyandanxiously—Iwarnyouofthat.Andtrytorestrainthedisproportionatefervourwithwhichyouthrowyourselfintoonplaepleasures.Don’tgsotenaciouslytotiesoftheflesh;saveyourstandardourforaecause;forbeartowastethemontritetraobjects.Doyouhear,Jane?”
“Yes;justasifyouwerespeakingGreek.IfeelIhaveadequatecausetobehappy,andIwillbehappy.Goodbye!”
HappyatMoorHouseIwas,andhardIworked;andsodidHannah:shewascharmedtoseehowjovialIcouldbeamidstthebustleofahouseturopsy-turvy—howIcouldb