entoinyourpossession?orwouldthesightofitbringrecollescalculatedtoeeanddistress?”
Henowfurtivelyraisedhiseyes:heglame,irresolute,disturbed:heagainsurveyedthepicture.
“ThatIshouldliketohaveitiscertaiheritwouldbejudiciousorwiseisanotherquestion.”
SinceIhadascertaihatRosamondreallypreferredhim,andthatherfatherwasnotlikelytoopposethematch,I—lessexaltedinmyviewsthanSt.John—hadbeenstronglydisposedinmyowoadvocatetheirunion.Itseemedtomethat,shouldhebeethepossessorofMr.Oliver’slargefortune,hemightdoasmuchgoodwithitasifhewentandlaidhisgeniusouttowither,andhisstrengthtowaste,uropicalsun.WiththispersuasionInowanswered—
“AsfarasIsee,itwouldbewiserandmorejudiciousifyouweretotaketoyourselftheinalatonce.”
Bythistimehehadsatdown:hehadlaidthepictureoablebeforehim,andwithhisbrowsupportedonbothhands,hungfondlyoverit.Idisedhewasherangrynorshockedatmyaudacity.Isaweventhattobethusfranklyaddressedonasubjecthehaddeemedunapproachable—tohearitthusfreelyhandled—wasbeginningtobefeltbyhimasanewpleasure—anunhoped-forrelief.Reservedpeopleoftenreallyhefrankdiscussionoftheirsesandgriefsmorethantheexpahester-seemingstoicishumanafterall;andto“burst”withboldnessandgood-willinto“thesilentsea”oftheirsoulsisoftentoferohefirstofobligations.
“Shelikesyou,Iamsure,”saidI,asIstoodbehindhischair,“aherrespeoreover,sheisasweetgirl—ratherthoughtless;butyouwouldhavesuffitthoughtforbothyourselfandher.Yououghttomarryher.”
“Doesshelikeme?”heasked.
“Certainly;betterthansheli