“ImustleaveAdèleandThornfield.Imustpartwithyouformywholelife:Imustbeginaenceamongstrangefadstrangeses.”
“Ofcourse:Itoldyouyoushould.Ipassoverthemadnessaboutpartingfromme.Youmeanyoumustbeeapartofme.Astotheeisallright:youshallyetbemywife:Iamnotmarried.YoushallbeMrs.Rochester—bothvirtuallyandnominally.IshallkeeponlytoyousolongasyouandIlive.YoushallgotoaplaceIhaveihofFrance:awhitewashedvillaontheshoresoftheMediterrahereyoushallliveahappy,andguarded,andmostilife.NeverfearthatIwishtolureyouintoerror—tomakeyoumymistress.Whydidyoushakeyourhead?Jane,youmustbereasonable,orintruthIshallagainbeefrantic.”
Hisvoidhandquivered:hislargenostrilsdilated;hiseyeblazed:stillIdaredtospeak.
“Sir,yourwifeisliving:thatisafactaowledgedthismbyyourself.IfIlivedwithyouasyoudesire,Ishouldthenbeyourmistress:tosayotherwiseissophistical—isfalse.”
“Jane,Iamnotageemperedman—yetthat:Iamnotlong-enduring;Iamnotcoolanddispassioofpitytomeandyourself,putyeronmypulse,feelhowitthrobs,and—beware!”
Hebaredhiswrist,andofferedittome:thebloodwasforsakinghischeekandlips,theyweregrowinglivid;Iwasdistressedonallhands.Toagitatehimthusdeeply,byaresistancehesoabhorred,wascruel:toyieldwasoutofthequestion.Ididwhathumanbeingsdoinstinctivelywhentheyaredriventoutterextremity—lookedforaidtoonehigherthanman:thewodhelpme!”burstinvoluntarilyfrommylips.
“Iamafool!”criedMr.Rochestersuddenly.“IkeeptellingherIamnotmarried,anddonotexplaintoherwhy.Ifetsheknowsnothingofthecharacterofthatwoman,or