ileameheresultratherofweakhanofwill.
“Yes,sir.”
“Thentellmesoroundlyandsharply—don’tspareme.”
“Iot:Iamtiredandsick.Iwantsomewater.”Heheavedasortofshudderingsigh,andtakingmeinhisarms,carriedmedownstairs.AtfirstIdidnotknowtowhatroomhehadborneme;allwascloudytomyglazedsight:presentlyIfelttherevivingwarmthofafire;for,summerasitwas,Ihadbeeicycoldinmychamber.Heputwiomylips;Itasteditandrevived;thenIatesomethingheofferedme,andwassoonmyself.Iwasinthelibrary—sittinginhischair—hewasquitenear.“IfIcouldgooutoflifenow,withouttoosharpapang,itwouldbewellforme,”Ithought;“thenIshouldnothavetomaketheeffortofcragmyheart-stringsinrendingthemfromamongMr.Rochester’s.Imustleavehim,itappears.Idonotwanttoleavehim—Iotleavehim.”
“Howareyounow,Jane?”
“Muchbetter,sir;Ishallbewellsoon.”
“Tastethewineagain,Jane.”
Iobeyedhim;theheglassoable,stoodbeforeme,andlookedatmeattentively.Suddeurnedaway,withaninarticulateexclamation,fullofpassioionofsomekind;hewalkedfastthroughtheroomandcameback;hestoopedtowardsmeasiftokissme;butIrememberedcaresseswerenowforbidden.Iturnedmyfaceauthisaside.
“What!—Howisthis?”heexclaimedhastily.“Oh,Iknow!youwon’tkissthehusbandofBerthaMason?Yousidermyarmsfilledandmyembracesappropriated?”
“Atanyrate,thereisherroomnorclaimforme,sir.”
“Why,Jane?Iwillspareyouthetroubleofmuchtalking;Iwillanswerforyou—BecauseIhaveawifealready,youwouldreply.—Iguessrightly?”
“Yes.”
“Ifyouthinkso,youmusthaveastrangeopinionofme;youm