wnbelowyonder;andthenIshallwaftyouawayatoown.Afterabriefstaythere,Ishallbearmytreasuretionshesun:toFreneyardsandItalianplains;andsheshallseewhateverisfamousinoldstoryandinmodernrecord:sheshalltaste,too,ofthelifeofcities;andsheshalllearntovalueherselfbyjustparisonwithothers.”
“ShallItravel?—andwithyou,sir?”
“YoushallsojournatParis,Rome,andFlorence,VenidVienna:allthegroundIhavewanderedovershallbere-troddenbyyou:whereverIstampedmyhoof,yoursylph’sfootshallstepalso.Tenyearssince,IflewthroughEuropehalfmad;withdisgust,hate,andrageasmypanions:nowIshallrevisitithealedandsed,withaveryangelasmyforter.”
Ilaughedathimashesaidthis.“Iamnotanangel,”Iasserted;“andIwillillIdie:Iwillbemyself.Mr.Rochester,youmustherexpeorexaythiialofme—foryouwill,anymorethanIshallgetitofyou:whichIdonotatallanticipate.”
“Whatdoyouanticipateofme?”
“Foralittlewhileyouwillperhapsbeasyouarenow,—averylittlewhile;andthenyouwillturncool;andthenyouwillbecapricious;andthenyouwillbestern,andIshallhavemuchadotopleaseyou:butwhenyougetwellusedtome,youwillperhapslikemeagain,—likeme,Isay,notloveme.Isupposeyourlovewilleffervessixmonths,orless.Ihaveobservedinbookswrittehatperiodassighefarthesttowhichahusband’sardourextends.Yet,afterall,asafriendandpanion,Ihopeobeequitedistastefultomydearmaster.”
“Distasteful!andlikeyouagain!IthinkIshalllikeyouagain,aagain:andIwillmakeyoufessIdonotonlylike,butloveyou—withtruth,fervour,stancy.”
“Yetareyounotcapricious,sir?”
“Towomenwhopleaseme