hisshadow,thrownlohegardenbythemoon,risenhigh,hesaidquietly,withoutturning—
“Jane,eandlookatthisfellow.”
Ihadmadenonoise:hehadnoteyesbehind—couldhisshadowfeel?Istartedatfirst,andthenIapproachedhim.
“Lookathiswings,”saidhe,“heremiherofaWestIndia;ooftenseeseandgayanight-roverinEngland;there!heisflown.”
Themothroamedaway.Iwassheepishlyretreatingalso;butMr.Rochesterfollowedme,andwhenwereachedthewicket,hesaid—
“Turnbasolovelyanightitisashametositinthehouse;andsurelynoonewishtogotobedwhilesuhusatmeetingwithmoonrise.”
Itisoneofmyfaults,thatthoughmytongueissometimespromptenoughatanaherearetimeswhenitsadlyfailsmeinframinganexcuse;andalwaysthelapseoccursatsomecrisis,whenafacilewordorplausiblepretextisspeciallywaogetmeoutofpainfulembarrassment.IdidnotliketowalkatthishouralohMr.Rochesterintheshadowyorchard;butIcouldnotfindareasontoallegeforleavinghim.Ifollowedwithlaggingstep,andthoughtsbusilybentondiscamearication;buthehimselflookedsoposedandsogravealso,Ibecameashamedoffeelinganyfusion:theevil—ifevilexistentorprospectivetherewas—seemedtoliewithmeonly;hismindwasunsciousandquiet.
“Jane,”hereenced,asweehelaurelwalk,andslowlystrayeddowninthedireofthesunkfehehorse-chestnut,“Thornfieldisapleasantplasummer,isitnot?”
“Yes,sir.”
“Youmusthavebeeinsomedegreeattachedtothehouse,—you,whohaveaneyefornaturalbeauties,andagooddealoftheanofAdhesiveness?”
“Iamattachedtoit,indeed.”
“AndthoughIdon’tprehendhowitis,Iperceiveyouhaveacqu