nmyresolves?ItwillexpiateatGod’stribunal.IknowmyMakersanswhatIdo.Fortheworld’sjudgment—Iwashmyhandsthereof.Forman’sopinio.”
Butwhathadbefallenthenight?Themoonwas,andwewereallinshadow:Icouldscarcelyseemymaster’sfaearasIwas.Andwhatailedthechestnuttree?itwrithedandgroaned;whilewindroaredinthelaurelwalk,andcamesweepingoverus.
“Wemustgoin,”saidMr.Rochester:“theweatherges.Icouldhavesatwiththeetillm,Jane.”
“Andso,”thoughtI,“couldIwithyou.”Ishouldhavesaidso,perhaps,butalivid,vividsparkleaptoutofacloudatwhichIwaslooking,andtherewasacrack,acrash,andacloserattlingpeal;andIthoughtonlyofhidingmydazzledeyesagainstMr.Rochester’sshoulder.
Therainrusheddown.Hehurriedmeupthewalk,throughthegrounds,andintothehouse;butwewerequitewetbeforewecouldpassthethreshold.Hewastakingoffmyshawlinthehall,andshakieroutofmyloosenedhair,whenMrs.Fairfaxemergedfromherroom.Ididnotobserveheratfirst,nordidMr.Rochester.Thelampwaslit.Theclockwasorokeoftwelve.
“Hastentotakeoffyourwetthings,”saidhe;“andbeforeyougo,good-night—good-night,mydarling!”
Hekissedmerepeatedly.WhenIlookedup,onleavinghisarms,therestoodthewidow,pale,grave,andamazed.Ionlysmiledather,andranupstairs.“Explanationwilldoforaime,”thoughtI.Still,whenIreachedmychamber,Ifeltapangattheideasheshouldeventemporarilymisstruewhatshehadseen.Butjoysooneffacedeveryotherfeeling;andloudasthewindblew,nearahethundercrashed,fierdfrequentasthelightninggleamed,cataract-likeastherainfellduringastormoftwohours’duration,Iexperienofeara