eel,wherethewholeoflife’sstreamwillbebrokenupintowhirlandtumult,foamandheryouwillbedashedtoatomspoints,orliftedupandborneonbysomemaster-waveintoacalmercurrent—asIamnow.
“Ilikethisday;Ilikethatskyofsteel;Ilikethesternnessandstillnessoftheworlduhisfrost.IlikeThornfield,itsantiquity,itsretirement,itsoldcrow-treesandthorn-trees,itsgreyfacade,andlinesofdarkwindowsreflegthatmetalwelkin:ahowlonghaveIabhorredtheverythoughtofit,shulikeagreatplague-house?HowIdostillabhor—”
Hegroundhisteethandwassilent:hearrestedhisstepandstruckhisbootagainstthehardground.Somehatedthoughtseemedtohavehiminitsgrip,andtoholdhimsotightlythathecouldnotadvance.
Wewereasdingtheavenuewhehuspaused;thehallwasbeforeus.Liftinghiseyetoitsbattlements,hecastoverthemaglaresuchasIneversawbeforeorsince.Pain,shame,ire,impatience,disgust,detestation,seemedmomentarilytoholdaquiveringflithelargepupildilatingunderhiseboneyebroasthewrestlewhichshouldbeparamount;butanotherfeelingroseandtriumphed:somethinghardandical:self-willedandresolute:itsettledhispassionarifiedhistenance:hewenton—
“DuringthemomentIwassilent,MissEyre,Iwasarrangingapointwithmydestiny.Shestoodthere,bythatbeech-trunk—ahaglikeohoseearedtoMacbethohofForres.‘YoulikeThornfield?’shesaid,liftingherfinger;andtheeintheairamemento,whiinluridhieroglyphicsallalongthehouse-froweentheupperandlowerrowofwindows,‘Likeitifyou!Likeitifyoudare!’
“‘Iwilllikeit,’saidI;‘Idarelikeit;’and”(hesubjoinedmoodily)“Iwillkeepmyword;Iwillbreakobstaclestohapp