omahorribleandexcruciatih!andyouastmeasifweweremutualstrangers!Atleastshakehands.”
Heheldouthishand;Igavehimmiookitfirstiheminbothhisown.
“Youhavesavedmylife:Ihaveapleasureinowingyousoimmenseadebt.Iotsaymore.Nothihathasbeingwouldhavebeentolerabletomeinthecharacterofcreditorforsuobligation:butyou:itisdifferent;—Ifeelyourbesnoburden,Jane.”
Hepaused;gazedatme:wordsalmostvisibletrembledonhislips,—buthisvoicewaschecked.
“Good-nightagain,sir.Thereis,be,burden,obligation,inthecase.”
“Iknew,”hetinued,“youwoulddomegoodinsomeway,atsometime;—IsawitinyoureyeswhenIfirstbeheldyou:theirexpressionandsmiledidnot”—(agaiopped)—“didnot”(heproceededhastily)“strikedelighttomyveryinmostheartsofornothing.Peopletalkofnaturalsympathies;Ihaveheardofgoodgenii:therearegrainsoftruthinthewildestfable.Mycherishedpreserver,goodnight!”
Strangeenergywasinhisvoice,strangefireinhislook.
“IamgladIhappeobeawake,”Isaid:andthenIwasgoing.
“What!youwillgo?”
“Iamcold,sir.”
“Cold?Yes,—andstandinginapool!Go,then,Jane;go!”Buthestillretainedmyhand,andIcouldnotfreeit.Ibethoughtmyselfofanexpedient.
“IthinkIhearMrs.Fairfaxmove,sir,”saidI.
“Well,leaveme:”herelaxedhisfingers,andIwasgone.
Iregainedmycouch,buthoughtofsleep.TillmdawnedIwastossedonabuoyantbutusea,wherebillowsoftroublerolledundersurgesofjoy.IthoughtsometimesIsawbeyonditswildwatersashore,sweetasthehillsofBeulah;andnowandthenafresheninggale,wakenedbyhope,boremyspirittriumphantly