n!”Iwhisperedsoftly,“areyouawake?”
Shestirredherself,putbackthecurtain,andIsawherface,pale,wasted,butquiteposed:shelookedsolittlegedthatmyfearwasinstantlydissipated.
“itbeyou,Jane?”sheasked,inherowlevoice.
“Oh!”Ithought,“sheisnotgoingtodie;theyaremistaken:shecouldnotspeakandlooksocalmlyifshewere.”
Igotontohercribandkissedher:herforeheadwascold,andhercheekbothcoldandthin,andsowereherhandandwrist;butshesmiledasofold.
“Whyareyouehere,Jaispasteleveno’clock:Ihearditstrikesomeminutessince.”
“Icametoseeyou,Helen:Iheardyouwereveryill,andIcouldnotsleeptillIhadspokentoyou.”
“Youcametobidmegood-bye,then:youarejustintimeprobably.”
“Areyougoingsomewhere,Helen?Areyougoinghome?”
“Yes;tomylonghome—mylasthome.”
“No,no,Helen!”Istopped,distressed.WhileItriedtodevourmytears,afitofcoughingseizedHelen;itdidnot,however,wakethenurse;whenitwasover,shelaysomeminutesexhausted;thenshewhispered—
“Jane,yourlittlefeetarebare;liedownandcoveryourselfwithmyquilt.”
Ididso:sheputherarmoverme,aledclosetoher.Afteralongsilence,sheresumed,stillwhispering—
“Iamveryhappy,Jane;andwhenyouhearthatIamdead,youmustbesureandnotgrieve:thereisnothingtogrieveabout.Weallmustdieoneday,andtheillnesswhichisremovingmeisnotpainful;itisgentleandgradual:mymindisatrest.Ileaveretmemuch:Ihaveonlyafather;andheislatelymarried,andwillnotmissme.Bydyingyoung,Ishallescapegreatsufferings.Ihadnotqualitiesortalentstomakemywayverywellintheworld:Ishouldhavebe