ersshouldassociatewithher.”
Here,leanihebanister,Icriedoutsuddenly,andwithoutatalldeliberatingonmywords—
“Theyarenotfittoassociatewithme.”
Mrs.Reedwasratherastoutwoman;but,onhearingthisstrangeandaudaciousdeclaration,sherannimblyupthestair,sweptmelikeawhirlwindintothenursery,andcrushingmedownontheedgeofmycrib,daredmeinanemphaticvoicetorisefromthatplace,orutteronesyllableduringtheremaiheday.
“WhatwouldUncleReedsaytoyou,ifhewerealive?”wasmyscarcelyvoluntarydemand.Isayscarcelyvoluntary,foritseemedasifmytonguepronouncedwordswithoutmywillsentingtotheirutteranethingspokeoutofmeoverwhichIhadnotrol.
“What?”saidMrs.Reedunderherbreath:herusuallycoldposedgreyeyebecametroubledwithalooklikefear;shetookherhandfrommyarm,andgazedatmeasifshereallydidnotknowwhetherIwerechildorfiend.Iwasnowinforit.
“MyUncleReedisinheaven,andseeallyoudoandthink;andsopapaandmama:theyknowhowyoushutmeupalldaylong,andhowyouwishmedead.”
Mrs.Reedsoonralliedherspirits:sheshookmemostsoundly,sheboxedbothmyears,andthemewithoutaword.Bessiesuppliedthehiatusbyahomilyofanhour’slength,inwhichsheprovedbeyondadoubtthatIwasthemostwickedandabandonedchildeverrearedunderaroof.Ihalfbelievedher;forIfeltindeedonlybadfeelingssurginginmybreast.
November,December,andhalfofJanuarypassedaway.ChristmasandtheNewYearhadbeeedatGatesheadwiththeusualfestivecheer;presentshadbeeninterged,dinnersandeveningpartiesgiven.FromeveryenjoymentIwas,ofcourse,excluded:myshareofthegaietysistedinwitnessingt