nedandmyheartagainsank:inexpressiblesadnessweigheditdown.
“Doyoufeelasifyoushouldsleep,Miss?”askedBessie,rathersoftly.
ScarcelydaredIanswerher;forIfearedthesentencemightberough.“Iwilltry.”
“Wouldyouliketodrink,orcouldyoueatanything?”
“No,thankyou,Bessie.”
“ThenIthinkIshallgotobed,foritispasttwelveo’clock;butyoumaycallmeifyouwantanythinginthenight.”
Wonderfulcivilitythis!Itemboldeoaskaquestion.
“Bessie,whatisthematterwithme?AmIill?”
“Youfellsick,Isuppose,inthered-roomwithg;you’llbebettersoon,nodoubt.”
Bessiewentintothehousemaid’sapartment,whichwasnear.Iheardhersay—
“Sarah,eandsleepwithmeinthenursery;Idaren’tformylifebealohthatpoorchildto-night:shemightdie;it’ssuchastrahingsheshouldhavethatfit:Iwonderifshesawanything.Missiswasrathertoohard.”
Sarahcamebackwithher;theybothwenttobed;theywerewhisperingtogetherforhalf-an-hourbeforetheyfellasleep.Icaughtscrapsoftheirversation,fromwhichIwasableonlytoodistinctlytoihemainsubjectdiscussed.
“Somethingpassedher,alldressedinwhite,andvanished”—“Agreatblackdogbehindhim”—“Threeloudrapsonthechamberdoor”—“Alightinthechurchyardjustrave,”&c.&c.
Atlastbothslept:thefireandthedlewentout.Forme,thewatchesofthatlongnightpassedinghastlywakefulness;strainedbydread:suchdreadaschildrenonlyfeel.
Nosevereorprolongedbodilyillnessfollowedthisiofthered-room;itonlygavemynervesashockofwhichIfeelthereverberationtothisday.Yes,Mrs.Reed,toyouIowesomefearfulpangsof