Iresistedalltheway:ahingforme,andacircumstancewhichgreatlystrehebadopinionBessieandMissAbbotweredisposedtoeaihefactis,Iwasatriflebesidemyself;orratheroutofmyself,astheFrenchwouldsay:Iwassciousthatamoment’smutinyhadalreadyrenderedmeliabletepenalties,and,likeanyotherrebelslave,Ifeltresolved,inmydesperation,togoalllengths.
“Holdherarms,MissAbbot:she’slikeamadcat.”
“Forshame!forshame!”criedthelady’s-maid.“Whatshogduct,MissEyre,tostrikeayouleman,yourberess’sson!Youryoungmaster.”
“Master!Howishemymaster?AmIaservant?”
“No;youarelessthanaservant,foryoudonothingforyourkeep.There,sitdown,andthinkoveryourwiess.”
TheyhadgotmebythistimeintotheapartmentindicatedbyMrs.Reed,andhadthrustmeuponastool:myimpulsewastorisefromitlikeaspring;theirtwopairofhandsarrestedmeinstantly.
“Ifyoudon’tsitstill,youmustbetieddown,”saidBessie.“MissAbbot,lendmeyarters;shewouldbreakminedirectly.”
MissAbbotturodivestastoutlegofthenecessaryligature.Thispreparationforbonds,andtheadditionalignominyitinferred,tookalittleoftheexcitementoutofme.
“Don’ttakethemoff,”Icried;“Iwillnotstir.”
Inguaranteewhereof,Iattachedmyselftomyseatbymyhands.
“Mindyoudon’t,”saidBessie;andwhenshehadascertaihatIwasreallysubsiding,sheloosenedherholdofme;thensheandMissAbbotstoodwithfoldedarms,lookingdarklyanddoubtfullyonmyface,asincredulousofmysanity.
“Sheneverdidsobefore,”atlastsaidBessie,turningtotheAbigail.
“Butitwasalwaysinher,”wasthereply.“I’vetoldMissis