IuttiilsoupontheboilforoureveningmealwhenNesimsaid,“There’savisitoratthedoor.”Ireplied,“Makesurethesoupdoesn’tburn,”handinghimthespoonandgivingitacoupleofturnsiwhileholdinghisagedhand.Ifyoudon’tshowthem,they’llstandthereforhoursidlyholdingthespooni.
WhenIsawBlackatthedoorIfeltnothingbutpityforhim.TherewassuexpressiononhisfaceIwasafraidtoaskwhathadhappened.
“Don’tbothertoeinside,”Isaid,“I’llbeoutassoonasIgeclothes.”
IdohepinkandyellowgarmentsthatIwearwhenI’mioRamadaivities,wealthybasahyweddings,andtookupmyholidaysatchel.“I’llhavemysoupwheback,”IsaidtopoorNesim.
BladIhadcrossedoreetinmylittleJewishneighborhoodwhoseeyslabortoexpeltheirsmoke,thewayourkettlesforceouttheirsteam,andIsaid:“Shekure’sformerhusbandisback.”
Blackfellsilentandstayedthatwayuntilwelefttheneighborhood.Hisfacewasashen,thecolorofthewaningday.
“Wherearethey?”heaskedsometimelater.
FromthisquestionIguessedthatShekureandherchildreathome.“They’reattheirhouse,”Isaid.BecauseImeantShekure’sprevioushome,aothiswouldsingeBlack’sheart,Iopenedadoorofhopeforhimbytagtheword“probably”ontotheendofmystatement.
“Haveyouseenhernewlyreturnedhusband?”heaskedme,lookiomyeyes.
“Ihaven’tseenhim,herdidIseeShekure’sflightfromthehouse.”
“Howdidyouknowthey’dleft?”
“Fromyourface.”
“Tellmeeverything,”hesaiddecisively.
Blackwassotroubledhedidn’tuandthatEsther—hereyeeternallyatthewindow,hereareternallytotheground—couldelleverything”ifshewaotiobetheEs