ehousewithhimandmyfather-in-law.Hefellihme.Lately,he’ssuspiciousofwhatmightbegoingon.He’sfuriousimaginingthatImightmarrysomebodyelse,youperhaps.Hesentworddeclaringthathewantstotakemebacktotheirhousebyforce.TheysaythatsinceI’mnotawidowintheeyesofthejudge,they’regoingtoforcemebackthereinthenameofmyhusband.Theymightraidourhouseatanytime.Myfatherdoesn’twaobedeclaredawidowbyverdictofthejudgeeither.IfIamgrantedadivorce,hethinksI’llfindmyselfanewhusbandandabandonhim.Byreturninghomewithmychildren,Ibroughthimgreathappinessinthelonelinesshesufferedafterthedeathofmymother.Wouldyouagreetolivewithus?”
“Howdoyoumean?”
“Ifed,wouldyoulivewithmyfather,togetherwithus?”
“Idon’tknow.”
“Thinkaboutthisassoonaspossible.Youdon’thavemuchtime,believeme.Myfathersehatsomeevilisingourway,andIthinkhe’sright.IfHasanandhismenraidourhomewithahandfulofJanissariesandbringmyfatherbeforethejudge,wouldyoutestifythatyou’dinfactseenmyhusband’scorpse?You’veretlyefromPersia,theywouldbelieveyou.”
“Iwouldtestify,butIwasn’ttheonewhokilledhim.”
“Allright,then.Togetherwithaness,ihatIbedeclaredaouldyoutestifybeforethejudgethatyousawmyhusband’sbloodycorpseolefieldinPersia?”
“Ididn’tactuallyseeit,mydear,butforyoursakeIwouldtestifyso.”
“Doyoulovemychildren?”
“Ido.”
“Tellme,whatisitaboutthemthatyoulove?”
“IloveShevket’sstrength,decisiveness,hoy,intelligendstubbornness,”Isaid.“AndIloveOrhaiveanddelicatedemeanorandhisastuteness.Ilovethefactthatthey’reyo