wouldthinkaboutit.Thinkaboutwhatyoureallywant."
Allieturnedaway,hereyesreddening.Amomentlaterateardrifteddownhercheek.
"Idontknow,"shetrailedoff,ahersqueezedherhand.AnnelookedatNoah,whohadbeensittingwithhisheaddown,listeningcarefully.Asifoncue,hereturnedhergaze,nodded,aheroom.
Whenhewasgone,Annewhispered,"Doyoulovehim?"
"Yes,Ido,"Allieansweredsoftly,"verymuch."
"DoyouloveLon?"
"Yes,Ido.Ilovehim,too.Dearly,butinadifferentway.HedoesntmakemefeelthewayNoahdoes."
"Noonewilleverdothat,"hermothersaid,andshereleasedAllieshand.
"Itmakethisdecisionforyou,Allie,thisonesallyours.Iwantyoutoknow,though,thatIloveyou.AndIalwayswill.Iknowthatdoesnthelp,butitsallIdo."
Shereachedinherpocketbookandremovedabundleoflettersheldtogetherwithstring,theenvelopesoldandslightlyyellowed.
"ThesearethelettersthatNoahwroteyou.Ihrewthemaway,andtheyhaventbeenopened.IknowIshouldnthavekeptthemfromyou,andImsorryforthat.ButIwasjusttryingtoprotectyou.Ididntrealize..."
Allietookthemandranherhahem,shocked.
"Ishouldgo,Allie.Youvegotsomedecisionstomake,andyoudonthavemuchtime.Doyouwaayintown?"
Allieshookherhead."No,thisisuptome."
Annenoddedandwatchedherdaughterforamoment,w.Finallyshestood,wentarouable,leanedover,andkissedherdaughteronthecheek.ShecouldseethequestioninherdaughterseyesasAlliestoodfromthetableandem