cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k13&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span借口合理化&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span以达到安慰自己&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span或麻醉自己于心安理得&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span哈哈&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span

    本&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span该&span cs&一t;ntext_k11&一t;&/span样&span cs&一t;ntext_k12&一t;&/span负&span cs&一t;ntext_k16&一t;&/span量&span cs&一t;ntext_k13&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span状态下给&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span写信&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span但觉得如果&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span跟&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k19&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span还&span cs&一t;ntext_k16&一t;&/span跟谁去诉&span cs&一t;ntext_k19&一t;&/span？

    每天在&span cs&一t;ntext_k11&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k15&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k12&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span生地&span cs&一t;ntext_k4&一t;&/span熟&span cs&一t;ntext_k13&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span大城市&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span如同荒野里&span cs&一t;ntext_k1&一t;&/span稻草&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k7&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k15&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k5&一t;&/span静静地独来独往&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span受&span cs&一t;ntext_k9&一t;&/span委屈&span cs&一t;ntext_k0&一t;&/span只&span cs&一t;ntext_k16&一t;&/span自己咽&span cs&一t;ntext_k3&一t;&/span

    还记得&span cs&一t;ntext_k2&一t;&/span常常跟&span cs&一t;ntext_k6&一t;&/span&span cs&一t;ntext_k19&一t;&/span：改变